Woodpile, James Lasdun
The tolerant structure of a woodpile.
Two or more rows deep, each row end-stopped
by criss-crossing pairs of parallel logs
stacked up in columns: its one formal touch, and that optional,
otherwise a matter of simple accretion;
long or high as you want it; the piled chunks
whether trapezoid in section, or half-moon, or witch-silhouette;
knobbed or bulbous, split like crocodile jaws,
or rock-hard uncrackable knots; whether
red oak, black cherry or yellow birch,
bearing each other’s polyglot oddities
with an agglomerated strength, the opposite
of the engineer’s soaring, cross-braced,
precision-cut glass and steel.
I make mine under a maple in the back yard,
from the five cords dumped there each year
by the cord-wood seller’s dump-truck. Mindless work –
stooping, grabbing, chucking, stacking –
but I like it: the guaranteed satisfaction,
the exact ratio of effort to result;
how you can’t fail at this if you put in the effort
any more than you can fake it if you don’t,
and its endlessly forgiving form, that too; how a misplaced
or mischosen log doesn’t matter,
how even when you think you’re done
there’s always room for another one on top;
everything coming out right in the end, more or less,
however clumsy its creator.
Having come out of a literature degree and spent two years looking after livestock, tending sluice gates and chopping down trees, I gained a deep appreciation of the closeness to nature and the pleasure drawn from manual labour – at the end of the day you feel physically exhausted, and, as Lasdun says, the ratio of result and effort is a close one.
There is nothing more spiritually satisfying than starting the day by chopping down a tree and ending it by burning the logs on a fire you need to heat a home with no central heating or double glazing.